OK, so it is now somewhat official. I have had my first set of orders cut from the Reserves. Granted I am not being deployed or anything but still, it's finally sinking in just how real God's calling is. I am grateful that God spoke so clearly to me and gave me the much needed swift kick. I just wonder how my family will handle this. Anj (my wife) told me that when my oldest daughter heard I would be leaving for six weeks she kinda freaked. That is gonna be hard to leave them. They bring soooo much joy to my life it is no even measurable.
Anj is my lobster(story behind that for another time) and I really can't function without her. My life gets miserable when I am away from her.
Every night before they pretend to fall asleep we pray together and then I sing to the, Faith (youngest daughter) wants I Can't Take My Eye's off You and In DA Morning (Give Me Jesus) and Elly (oldest daughter) wants a new song every night. You know every night I get the chance to cuddle them and then sing to them I am really gonna miss that.
God put my in this place for a reason, and I will not let Him down. I just hope that the time away from my family will pass quickly. Geez, here I am thinking about this and is still 5 months away. Oh well, what else should I be doing at 2300, certainly not Greek homework.
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